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1. Read 25 books.
2. Write 200,000 words.
3. Write two novels.
4. Write 3 fanfics, short or long.
5. Walk again by August.
6. Pass the G.E.D by December.
7. Become pescatarian again. (I'll eat fish and ocean products)
8. Learn to crochet.
9. Open up in therapy more often.
10. Study every monday through thursday with tutors.
11. Use Brilliant.org and actually pay for it.
12. Watch more movies, at least 30.
12. Watch more tv shows, at least 11.
13. Watch other networks other than TLC and the Food Network lmao
14. Exercise more often, at least once every other day. Go hard.
15. Finally get a girlfriend (trans or cis) or trans boyfriend.

If I read all 25 books, then I"ll add more to the list. I plan on getting these things doen this year despite the limit of money. I need a go fund me. ~.~
grimmrow: (laughter in the dark)
1. What’s harder to live without, chocolate or alcohol?
Chocolate. I think about alcohol once in a blue moon, like now, but mostly I've been semi craving chocolate these past few weeks. I need some.

2. Does the colour yellow remind you of anything?
Autumn, the sun, my ex-Danica.

3. Who most annoyed you last week?
While i like her, one of the aids often annoys me. She's been caught rooting through my cards a few times. It's like she knows I'm about to get a hefty amount of money, my cards were not in the place they should be. Someone already stole my i.d and such. I got a replacement, thank goddess.

4. Do you have a cutesy romantic nickname for your partner (or previous partners)?
I don't have a partner but for a past partner i used to call her Sweet Nothings because she would whisper real low when trying to avoid being heard by her dad when we were on the phone late at night lol It was hard to hear. I used to call my other ex Teddy Bear, they were both Scorpios.

5. What is your favourite Stephen King movie?
Most of them! Honestly! My favorites are the original IT film, the newer IT films, Carrie (the original) and Rose Red. Maximum Overdrive as well. I could go on. Carrie though, instigated me burning my cousin's christening dress with her. It was pretty funny, but her mom definitely didn't find it funny.
grimmrow: (bella :: reading)
So I saw that democratics had some historical and windsweeping wins. I'm happy about that. I don't want to leave America and I'd love to transition in a little bit, long as people won't hurt me and my people.

I'll probably use a surrogate to have a baby. I want to be a father but I don't want to experience childbirth and labor and such even though prospects say I should have a decent pregnancy and birth. My problem is I'm almost 40, I don't want a child with autism. Don't get me wrong, I love autistic children. I have an austitic nephew, an autistic brother but I'd rather not impose that kinda life on a child because of my aging body. So hopefully my eggs are okay and I can use a sperm donor.

I'm currently in the middle of reading Practical Magic by Alice Hoffman. It's okay so far, I do like it but I'm a little upset there isn't more dialogue and such. There's so much telling and not enough showing. Even though I'm guilty of being a teller writer myself. I loved the movie though and I'm kinda miffed they didn't make the movie somewhat the same as the book. Michael was the love of Sally's life but at the same time, he was a footnote in the book to the bigger story, which is the sisters. I'm on page 90 so far. It's starting to heat up.
grimmrow: (bella :: reading)
Just curious. She used to roleplay on livejournal and insanejournal. She was my girlfriend once upon a time. I haven't spoken to her in years.
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Name five…

1. ... things you can't live without.
My peace of mind, food and drink, books, the food network, horror movies

2. ... of the best moments in your life.
Getting my hand burned by a firecracker as a child as i learned a lesson but had a really good time being like eight and buying fireworks behind my grandma's back, going to see n'sync in concert as a preteen, loving babies so much i wanted to find one in the dumpster as a kid, going on roller coasters, anytime I went to the smithfield fair and apple festival as a kid

3. ... celebrities you can't stand.
None. Honestly. I love a lot of celebrities and haven't found any I didn't like. So this is kind of a hard question to ask me.

4. ... books you enjoy(ed) reading.
Harry Potter J.W Rowling (Yes, i realize I'm transgender, sue me), Anything by Stephen King, Dean Koontz and Joe Hill, and a toss up between the twilight books and edgar allan poe

5. ... items in your purse/backpack/on your desk.
a cup of pens, the book I'm reading (Fallen by Lauren Kate), my basket with all of my important documents, snacks, and headphones/brush.
grimmrow: (bella :: reading)
short stories everyday in order to write regularly. I'm going to do it tonight. For the next six hours I'm just going to write short stories until they end for me. So that might be 1 or 3 or 2.

I might try writing some poetry too. I don't understand stanzaz, so all my poetry might be freeforms.

Putting this here to remember my prompts: https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/

Putting this here for poetry prompts: https://www.getunderlined.com/article/30-inspiring-poetry-prompts-to-ignite-your-inner-author/

https://www.poetrybooks.co.uk/blogs/news/writing-prompts-for-national-writing-day?srsltid=AfmBOoqux1t5ZKRvjcPRgUI0x6EFamdOL8zPrBXC9yV5S_d6YfUorPQn

https://www.writingforward.com/writing-prompts/poetry-prompts/100-poetry-prompts
grimmrow: (Sam :: facepalm)
Basic Math: Fractions, decimals, percentages, roots, exponents, and the order of operations (PEMDAS).
Algebra: Solving linear equations and inequalities, substituting values into formulas, and understanding functions.
Geometry: Formulas for perimeter, area, and volume of shapes.
Graphs and Functions: Reading and analyzing graphs, understanding the slope of a line, and interpreting functions.

That is what I need to learn. I'm in tutoring with SeeDs of literacy, but sometimes I sleep all day long and hardly ever wake up in time to do the tutoring. Can someone on my flist teach me those things? I understand fractions for the most part but still need some work. I don't understand decimals.

I need to learn algebra more and geometry and graphs and functions. I keep failing the math test which infuriates my soul. I just want to pass the practice test so I can study hard for the actual test and then hopefully pass.

Know that I have a.d.d really badly and I need someone to explain it in a way I understand or I end up floating far away from people as they explain things to me.
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The Little Mermaid 2023, did not have the same emotion as the original disney film. However, it was a delightful watch. it just didn't have the same charm. It was missing something. animus should have been better animated/drawn. They looked horrible. I could have forgiven the lack of charm and emotion if the characters had stayed similar to their cartoon counter parts. I thought Hallee Bailey was very charming in the role, she reminded me of Ariel to be honest. I didn't feel like Prince Eric was Prince Eric though. He was no where near as handsome, nor was the personality the same in any format or shape.

Now to watch Moonshot.
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I just finished the first Twilight Book, not bad, I know it's silly teen romance but honestly, it was awesome. I just started New Moon. I'm going to buy Eclipse and Breaking Dawn in the next month or so.

Today I'll be renting; Dune 2, Deadpool and Wolverine, and The Little Mermaid 2023. I haven't seen any of these. I'd love to rent Lilo and Stitch 2025, but I can't because it's not for rent on youtube or anywhere else. =( Booooooooo, make it for rent Disney. I'll buy it in a few days hopefully. The little girl who plays Lilo is such a good little actress, it made me want to watch really badly.

I just found out that Ryan Reynold's salary from Disney was cut off. What the fuck? Deadpool is a very successful franchise, it'll never survive without Ryan or being Rated R. I don't blame him for retaliating. Disney needs to get their shit together instead of blowing up bridges and setting their employees on fire.

I'm just excited because I'll be getting my money in a few days. I'm looking forward to not being poor. I also can't wait to support the LGBTQ community and help them a lot. I have some weird plans in the works so people can benefit off my cash.

Anyway, I still plan on making my book publishing company and working on a script for the INlighter Tales.
grimmrow: (bella :: reading)
Chapter 7 in my book, I'm near the end of Chapter 7 actually. I've been writing all day, since like 9:45 this morning.

I'm also in the middle of reading a Native American horror story called White Horse and Twilight, the first book. From what I remember of the first serial of the book, it was actually crappy. I remember a lot of she sighed, he said, she said. I do the same thing now but I want to write like whoever Stephanie Myers' editor is. It's a really good book now.

Edward is a bit more controlling than usual, I'd call him a narcissit, but that's not Stephanie's intention. He's just a normal 'vampire' whose idea of caring is an overbearing mother figure, which is what Bella needed after Renee got married.

Also it's a lot slower paced than the movies, which I enjoy, them falling in love now makes sense. In the movies it's just like... okay, we see each other a couple times, you save me once and now we're in love. I will never stop making fun of the films, even though I have a soft spot in my heart for them but the books are way way way, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better. I promise.

I'll speak more on White Horse in a little bit but the chapters are short and engaging, it reads like a really long horror movie with a lot of scenes. It's easy to picture and imagine as well too. The author uses vivid imagery to get their point across.

Anyway, back to reading Twilight. I'm going to power read through this book in the next two days. Time to put on another pomodoro and read it again.